Of secrets....

Nobody should know this. Not even you. Then why do I tell you? You know the reason. You know that demise will surely follow all confessions I let fill your ears, and it is because of this, you do not attempt to escape. Ah, my secrets. So many of them, all a different shade of black or grey. I can see them now as they dance out of my mouth, filling the room with a kaleidolscope of tormented colors. I would close my eyes if I thought you would not try to escape, and just revel in this freedom. I find that I can breathe. I CAN breathe. It has been so long, but now...Without the burden of choking down my secrets, I find that air is once again my friend. I hate to do this to you. Through your restraintment, I have found independance. But you know. The privaledged information that fled my lips has entered your ears, and that cannot be undone. If only I could let you fly like a bird freed from its cage, and not have to worry that you would betray my confidence, I would set you free. But it is too late to even think of such things. How dare you force me to contemplate letting you jepordize all I have worked for? You have tricked me! With your quiet stillness, it had seemed that even my very heart that stopped beating for a moment. But now it beats again, pumping my hatred through my veins once more. Where are my plans? Dancing in the rays of sunlight that stream through the crack in the wall. Call them back! Return to me, oh my dark anticipations. Come, let us join forces once more. The war can begin again!

With a loud battle cry, the man picked up the gummy bear and bit its head off. It did not scream, struggle. How easy that was, thought the man, now no one will ever know my secrets.....

I really hate to sign my name here
bebo